Wannabe

too big. just want to be skinnier. have to lose weight. binge eating take control of me sometimes. purging is my solution.

Hatte grade ne mega FA ..

Ich hatte krampfartige Bauchschmerzen .. dann habe ich angefangen ein bisschen was zu essen und daraus ist dann eine FA geworden.. So ein ScheiƟ !

LUNCH ! *purge*
i have to eat now.. it’s disgusting.. 
i’m disgusting..

LUNCH ! *purge*
i have to eat now.. it’s disgusting..
i’m disgusting..

LUNCH ! *purge*
i have to eat now.. it’s disgusting.. 
i’m disgusting..

LUNCH ! *purge*
i have to eat now.. it’s disgusting..
i’m disgusting..

finished my first day of my shred. feeling better, get my fat done.

finished my first day of my shred. feeling better, get my fat done.

Food

breakfast: tomatoe-cheese-sticks

lunch: protein powder pancakes

dinner: peek soup

and no snacks ! but either ate too much